It's 1:29 AM

and I am tired as fuck. Coughing and congested me. Just finished watching Girl, Interrupted for the zillionth time. Fiending for cigarettes, thinking about sneaking out the front door to wander between streetlights and ponder the night. Only five hours before I have to wake up and face the grime of daylight, the drudgery of school, the confusion of seeing A. Friends to lovers to friends. Daylight brings it all out again.